today... our family's doctor' daughter passed away due to pancreatic cancer. it its after 3 months she has been diagnosed with the disease.
when visiting the jenaza, met a lady..who is telling all the good things the Allahyarham did. never talk rude, she's been liked by everyone (Alhamdulillah). but she keep on stressing that Allahyarham never insulted anyone. Her house was full of people & many people visited the janaza. Its very rare to meet people like that these days. I never met her personally, but i had a good feeling that she is a very nice person based on her parents character. They are really nice, masya Allah. May Allah grant paradise for Allahyarham.
I start to ponder..am i gonna leave a good memories to people around me when i pass away? Are they gonna remember me based on my good deed or bad deed? Or have I ever insulted them? And if i pass away, is my parents gonna be praised for having a daughter like me ? Nauzubillah for all the bad intentions & bad attitude. Are my friends & relatives gonna visit my janaza? I don't know how i actually communicate with them.. i hope i didn't insult them & anyone.
Allah is so Great & Maha Perahsia. Some people who have disease known, can live longer and someone who is healthy can be just return to Allah within seconds. There must be a reason behind all these.
I fainted at the monorail station the other day. More like 'pitam' . what if that time i didnt wake up anymore. What if... Allah helped me and made me realize that who is the person & people around me that really concern on what happen to me and ready to leave their commitment and come to save me (literally). really I can feel that and really feel appreciative to Allah! May Allah bless them.
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